God. It has been almost 20 years. I used to be strong and acted like there was nothing to be worried. I tried for all positive thoughts. I made my happiness. I shared that happiness. I tried to be nice to everyone.

Do you know God? Future is getting closer. I am wishing for a happy life, a perfect life (at least perfect on my definition). Yes, who won’t? Now I can’t lie. I am worrying. Everything.

I need You, God. I know I am not the unluckiest girl in this world, nor I am the luckiest. I need You for calm me down. Make this faith stronger. Convince me that things will be beautiful at a time. Remind me to do everything because of You.

And the last but never lost, show me Your miracle.

I love You, Allah.